Очередная песня, сочиненная мной в межде 2 и 5 часами ночи. Как всегда об одном и том же...
I've always had a lot of dreams
But it is actually not as it seems.
I'm dreaming, though don't understand
How will come out then at the end.
I speak without an inner plan
I try not only what I can
And then I cry and hate myself:
"Why can't I care about my wellth?"
-CHORUS-
I make my decisions, I go for 'em
Eventhough results turn out so damn.
I'm never thinking before I do stuff!
That's why the thing is so tough...
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This time I was having an important talk
But I didn't listen, pretending to block
I didn't believe in what he said
I had no idea that I would regret
I did my best to act a snob
I hit him hard like with a club
My attack was successful and he gave up
Now it dawned on me I should have stopped
-CHORUS REPEAT-
He gave up and told no lies
He had anger in his eyes
He used to win and now he lost
Now he knows how much I cost
Now he knows I'm hard and smart
He could know that from the start
But he thought he's smart enough
To act a shit and trick with love.
My feelings aren't toys to play!
Do you hear damn what I say?!
Now you know it, don't forget
I'm a big girl, wanna bet?
Fuck that thing, I won't regret!
I give no damn 'bout what you said
You can go on behave a fool,
I'll crack you up without a tool.
I found those cards you're hiding up
They are now mine, I'm at the top!
Kuck bitte, liebling, ich bin hier
I'm laughing out about it dear!
And I'm not gonna even think.
The things are damn, they even stink!
- CHORUS REPEAT-
Now please leave me all alone
I don't want you here, you're gone
I'm happy without you, man. Tough luck!
And you know what?
You suck!